Shall this one pass too?

*luahan perasaan aku yang emosional, jangan tanya apa-apa*


Despite the fact that I still have to take 4 more papers for 2 subjects tomorrow and the day after it, I still am here, trying to fill this box with some unimportant thoughts of mine.

I am tired. I know that I shouldn't be feeling all this, but I am a mere human. I also have to undergo 'downs' phases in life, okay? Yes, I am currently in that phase, RIGHT NOW!

I might look normal outside, I might present to you the sweetest smile I can carve on this face, but be sure to not to be fooled by all those beautiful things I show to you. I might all be lying, just to hide that ugly side of me.

We don't want our loved ones to get affected with our bad days, true?

Hmm, but it's bad jugak kan, tipu orang macam tu?

Sekarang ni tengah exam, takkan nak bagi orang tension pasal kita pulak. Biarlah tension sorang-sorang. Allah ada, always.

It's true what they say about being a teenager is the hardest character that one could play in his/her entire life.

(Boleh je another phase of life tu jadi the hardest, cumanya sekarang ni I could say that this one is the ever toughest phase, sebab I don't know how does it feel to be an adult. So, pardon me if I am wrong here.)

But wait, this too shall pass (like what I've heard before).

Hopefully, I am strong enough by the time the victory and sorrow-less life are all mine.

Muahaha :]

Smile, dearie, smile. For the smile of a girl like you, can brighten up your loved ones' lives, believe me.

Bukankah senyuman itu satu sedekah, sayang?

PS/ 20 weeks to SPM 2012. Jeng jeng jeng! 

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