Rants 001

When you let your heart and the brain go into battle, that would be the most violent battle ever. As these two elements are not in the same path, anything could go perfectly wrong. What you can do is just wait and let them go with the flow.

It would be useless if you try to stop the fight, you could go crazy, no?

And you have always asked for the best things in life. While the things that you receive seem 'not the best' to you, at the end of the day, everything would all make sense. The tumbling down scenes, the ecstatic feeling you feel when you are on top of the world and all. Everything will finally make sense.

You just have to make yourself busy with things that you should prioritize first from now on. Like; Allah> studies> family> school> future> life> your heart..... (though it has been crushed to pieces). *sigh

That feeling can wait. That entity is not meant for you, believe me. Your worlds are different.

So much different.

Live your life like you have lived it before that entity's presence in your life.

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Aaaa, ignore my language. Merely putting the un-assembled pieces together in one post. Need to get 'em out before I bleed to death. Haaaa, gotcha!