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Bismillah.
It has been quite a long time since the last post which was during the exam week, ey?
Oh, now that I have mentioned the exam, I want to tell you that I am quite happy that my grades are improving. But of course, still, I couldn't get the 10As like I've always craved for. Blame the last minute study anyways.
Alhamdulillah for the late night text I got from a loved one who was willing to wake me up. Otherwise, I won't be getting the whoaaah result (it's a whoaaah for me, sebab sebelum ni tak pernah dapat sebegitu rupa).
Alhamdulillah for the photographic memory that I have and for these eyes which faithfully accompanied me through the shivering mornings. I am now not ashamed of myself because I did put 85% of my effort on this exam and I got what I deserve. Kalau put 110%, dapat la 10As kan?
So, result tu, nanti la bagitau, sebab tak dapat yang penuh lagi. It sure is not something to be proud of for a supposedly pure science student like me, but yeah, assuming that I am not actually a science person (kononnya), the result is not that bad. I could do better of course. Tapi, this is a sweet beginning for me, like Allah is assuring me that when I am willing to sacrifice this world for the 'ilm, He won't be stingy in rewarding me the things that I want (though I don't deserve all that).
Enough with the exams.
Semalam pergi Kenanga Wholesale City and bila naik Floor 3A, which is for the Islamic fashion, kami berlima masuk kedai Arab, sebab mannequin kat situ pakai purdah dengan jubah hitam. Tapi, sebab malu dengan abang Arab (yang very good looking) kat situ, tak jadi nak tanya, sebab tak kelihatan pun purdah digantung kat mana-mana rak.
Tapi, nak kata takdir Allah tu cantik, kitorang patah balik sebab nak cari kawan yang sorang ni. I braved myself to ask the abang pasal purdah tu. Terus dia bawak keluar purdah hitam sambil cakap, harga RM40. Okay, harga agak mahal, sebab saya bawak duit cukup-cukup RM40 sebab tak plan nak shopping anything. Kalau it is RM10 or RM20, I think I would buy that purdah, seriously (walaupun tak tau nak pakai bila sebab to wear a purdah needs a very tough heart you see, especially kat Malaysia, yang environment nya masih tak biasa dengan niqabi).
So, hmm pulang dengan hati yang berduka lara sebab tak dapat miliki purdah cantik itu, tapppiiiii...
And also, seronok sebab I got a new watch!
It has been quite a long time since the last post which was during the exam week, ey?
Oh, now that I have mentioned the exam, I want to tell you that I am quite happy that my grades are improving. But of course, still, I couldn't get the 10As like I've always craved for. Blame the last minute study anyways.
Alhamdulillah for the late night text I got from a loved one who was willing to wake me up. Otherwise, I won't be getting the whoaaah result (it's a whoaaah for me, sebab sebelum ni tak pernah dapat sebegitu rupa).
Alhamdulillah for the photographic memory that I have and for these eyes which faithfully accompanied me through the shivering mornings. I am now not ashamed of myself because I did put 85% of my effort on this exam and I got what I deserve. Kalau put 110%, dapat la 10As kan?
So, result tu, nanti la bagitau, sebab tak dapat yang penuh lagi. It sure is not something to be proud of for a supposedly pure science student like me, but yeah, assuming that I am not actually a science person (kononnya), the result is not that bad. I could do better of course. Tapi, this is a sweet beginning for me, like Allah is assuring me that when I am willing to sacrifice this world for the 'ilm, He won't be stingy in rewarding me the things that I want (though I don't deserve all that).
Enough with the exams.
Semalam pergi Kenanga Wholesale City and bila naik Floor 3A, which is for the Islamic fashion, kami berlima masuk kedai Arab, sebab mannequin kat situ pakai purdah dengan jubah hitam. Tapi, sebab malu dengan abang Arab (yang very good looking) kat situ, tak jadi nak tanya, sebab tak kelihatan pun purdah digantung kat mana-mana rak.
Tapi, nak kata takdir Allah tu cantik, kitorang patah balik sebab nak cari kawan yang sorang ni. I braved myself to ask the abang pasal purdah tu. Terus dia bawak keluar purdah hitam sambil cakap, harga RM40. Okay, harga agak mahal, sebab saya bawak duit cukup-cukup RM40 sebab tak plan nak shopping anything. Kalau it is RM10 or RM20, I think I would buy that purdah, seriously (walaupun tak tau nak pakai bila sebab to wear a purdah needs a very tough heart you see, especially kat Malaysia, yang environment nya masih tak biasa dengan niqabi).
So, hmm pulang dengan hati yang berduka lara sebab tak dapat miliki purdah cantik itu, tapppiiiii...
I felt so happy because I got the chance to put on the purdah for a few minutes! Can't you see that I am smiling through those Chinese-like eyes? Aaarrgggh, pengsan seriously!
The feeling was great, it feels like I am being protected. Though it requires a very great will to wear that piece of cloth on your face, you'd feel happy inside!
And also, seronok sebab I got a new watch!
Nevertheless, something sad happened last night that I cried, silently :'(