Bad bad bad

I don't know why I tend to be so sensitive nowadays. PMS? I really don't know why.

And at school today, I cried in laughter. Literally, crying.

Maybe it was not because of merely being embarrassed by my own action, but you see, when we have so many things in our mind, we just have to let them go. To me, it usually happens through crying.

I have been doing experiments on myself regarding this one particular fact.

Problem statement: Does the sadness lift off when I cry?

Aim: To investigate the relationship between crying and the amounts of burden on the shoulder after crying.

Manipulated Variable: The presence of tears.
Responding Variable: The feeling post-crying.
Fixed Variable: ???

Hypothesis: The amounts of burden on the shoulder decreases when the tears are present.

Procedure:

When facing problems, tell Allah that you are weak, that you will always need Him in helping you to be strong. And just let the tears stream down your face. You'll feel somewhat relieved after that.

Conclusion:

The hypothesis is accepted.

I am the living proof. Seriously.

Only Allah knows, how weak I am, how fragile my heart is.

But my tears are not expensive, shame on me :(