Rants 003

I don't quite comprehend myself you see. When it's actually the time to concentrate on studies and such, I deliberately flee on this la la land, finding solace within myself by pampering these eyes of mine by reading cool blogs or pampering the fingers by typing out my brain, here.

Bila tak ada exam yang macam dekat ya amat sebelum ni, tak pulak macam ni. Allah. Aku tak tau apa nak jadi dengan aku ni.

I should really make a list of things that I can and cannot do as SPM is just a few days away for myself ey?

I really should, seriously.

Tak sure lagi, whether or not this post will be the last writing of mine before the big exam. Macam tak dapat nak janji je, sebab of course la during the break within the exam week itself, nak update on the paper progress ke, how am I doing so far ke, anything la. Saje nak cari escape or emergency exit so that tak brain-dead nanti.

I just pray that Allah will make things easy for me. The health, the studies, the precious precious time, and especially the heart. Hubungan dengan Dia pun, aku takut sangat aku terleka pasal tu. Sebab duk sibuk nak kejar flying colors ni, boleh je Allah uji dengan lupa pasal Dia for quite some time. Takut la. Takut apa yang aku belajar, apa yang aku digest semua tu, bukan diniatkan untuk Dia, no?

Minta dijauhkan daripada semua yang tidak tidak itu, tolong la Allah.

Okay, ini post merapu namanya.

Salam Aidiladha anyway. Along is home for approximately 2 months. Glad to have somebody who can help me with Permutations & Combinations. At least I won't be eaten by my depression sangat sangat.

And one last thing, tolong lah, save the tears for the One who deserve them, thank you.