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Bismillah.

I've read this one quote before,

Love him, he'll break your heart. Love Him and this dunya can't tear you apart.

True, indeed. When we put our love towards people (manusia, not exactly the male species or the opposite gender in this case), we must be prepared of getting disappointed because men are created with flaws. This means, each and everyone of us is not perfect. Will never be perfect in any way. And again, as quoted from somebody over the social media,

We cannot place our happiness in someone else's hand because once they're gone, so is our happiness.
The One who deserves our unconditional love is Him, the One who puts the love into our hearts at the first place. Dia yang boleh memberi rasa sayang dan yang boleh mengambil kembali rasa sayang itu. Maka, sebelum sayang orang lain, kena lah sayang Allah dahulu, ye Amal sayang?

My principle back then when I was in Form 1 (ini pun kes sebab kena letak kata-kata yang kena tampal pada loker masing-masing dalam dorm Siantan 1 tahun itu),

Love yourself before you love someone else.

Cheh. Ayat konon power sangat lah tu? Padahal, I didn't walk the talk. Still don't perhaps? Macam ada seorang yang quite rapat dengan aku cakap, yang aku ni senang nak menyukai orang atau sayang kat orang tu. Cepat cair. 

And being me, I tried to deny her as I thought, I wasn't like what she had described. But oh well, deep inside, I know that what she said was true.

I try to put on the barrier with that so-called love or anything, I am trying and I hope that I succeed. I don't want to have broken heart again. Let's just hope that my love will go for Him and only him soon.

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Being 18 (by year) is quite funny based on this one question that we got from a pak cik yang bawa teksi the other day,

"Bila nak kahwin?"

Ngeee pak cik! Muka kitorang masa tu nampak matang sangat macam sampai dah boleh kahwin ke?

Funny! The SPM result is not yet announced and we've already got that type of question. Serammm.

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(1) Saya sudah lulus ujian komputer dengan high distinction, ecewah!
(2) Borang UPU sudah pun diisi.

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