Thank You!

Alhamdulillah.

Apa yang saya nak sudah tercapai dan hanya Allah yang tahu perasaan saya currently. 

A mixture of disbelief, joy, shock, happiness, grateful etc. 

I could never describe this feeling really. 

Lepas ni macam-macam yang saya kena tempuh sendiri dan saya tak pasti sama ada saya akan kuat untuk terima semua dugaan yang mendatang.

Dan peristiwa semalam, peribahasa yang amat sesuai dengan semalam ialah,

Ku sangkakan panas hingga ke petang tetapi hujan di tengah hari.

Ya, saya tahu orang risau tentang saya yang punya impian tinggi segunung, yang bukan mudah untuk tercapai tapi istilah 'impossible' itu tak patut diletak sekali. Segalanya mungkin selagi hayat dikandung badan, selagi Allah mengizinkan. 

Hanya Allah yang tahu betapa gembiranya bila dapat tahu keputusan itu. Rasa tidak percaya itu ada, tetapi air mata yang hanya mampu mengalir menemani diri yang rasa sungguh tak layak nak dapat yang itu.

Tapi, Allah sudah kata "Kun faya kun". 

I thank Him the most because without Him, I am nothing. He is going to be the one and only love which will heal my heart, each and every time it breaks. All praises to Him.

And for the man & the lady up there in the photo, I love them so much for being the bestest parents ever. The ibu who knows me, who takes care of me, who makes jokes with me, who loves me for who I am. The ayah who has worked hard in raising us since our 1st day on Earth. The ayah who is not tired of me who is so annoying by nature.

I thank my teachers too for teaching me everything that I ought to know as a student. They would always answer our out-of-the-world questions no matter how absurd the questions might be. For not being tired of motivating us to keep on studying no matter what.

For my second mother, Madam Azamima Razali, I love you so much for being one of my major inspirations to pursue my dreams which at first seemed impossible. I thank Him for bringing you into my life.

And to the 5 'mak ciks' in this picture (excluding the girl in the very left), thanks for teaching me the meaning of beautiful friendship. Thanks for giving me the chance to have cool sisters as you guys. 

To infinity and beyond!