MARA Interview anyone?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

*the internet is very slow and I really don't know whether this post will be published or not*


I've applied for MARA's Program Pelajar Cemerlang; Ijazah Luar Negara last month and the result has been announced last week. Alhamdulillah, I'm offered to have an interview session in Kolej Poly-Tech MARA Bangi tomorrow (yes, it's tomorrow Amal, like seriously!).

Concerning myself as a 'right-brain dominant', I opted for Linguistic instead of Biotechnology like what I've told some people before. The idea of taking up Biotechnology came when I surfed INTEC Shah Alam's website. I really want to further my studies overseas since I was 15 and Biotechnology sounded interesting to me as I have fallen in love with Biology after taking up Science stream in 2011 (and the fact that I would be sent to USA is another co-factor).

Cerita selingan;

*After being warned by certain teachers that I would never last a day in the Arts class, I went back into 4 Arif after 2 hours being in 4 Dinamik that day. It wasn't because of the environment or the fact that my friends weren't there, it was because of a teacher that really urged me to go into 4 Arif because of my so-called 'qualification' -__-" I have always been a passionate student when it comes to learning English. I do love Science as it is so cool and interesting and when I study Science I feel actually 'pandai' huahua. This is because before I learned Physics, I have never encountered the word 'inertia' in my entire life (but Along had told me about the existence of the word when he learned it in Physics). But still, my soul-mate is LANGUAGE.*




But these two photos are indeed telling you the truth. I often felt sleepy during Science subjects but not during English; I'd be the loudest girl in the class y'know. I was indeed irritating during English (masa lain tu mungkin juga lah, kalau tengah ek-sai-ted tak tentu pasal).

Makanya, suka atau tidak, I really have to prioritize my own true passion rather than my liking. 

I put Linguistic as my 1st choice and TESL the 2nd. The result said that I'm being offered the former. I am sooooo glad that Allah destined me to study Linguistic as I am still not certain of being a teacher, teaching English in MRSM. It's like, are you really going to be a dedicated teacher for the rest of your life, Amal? Hahaha, this sure sounds exaggerated.

Last night, I decided to be a speech pathologist though I've never heard of that occupation before. After reading the general idea of what would speech pathologists do, I feel like I want to be one of them too. *grinning*

I really don't know whether I'm fully prepared or not to face tomorrow. Though I might look indifferent outside, I am trying to control this nervousness that I feel inside.

The certificates must be arranged orderly..the baju kurung + tudung have to be pushed tonight..I must read about MARA too..I have to be confident and humble at the same time as well...

Only Allah knows what would my future be like. Would I be packing my stuffs for Kolej MARA Seremban this July, would I get 13 points to get a place in one of the universities in the UK soon, would I be able to cope with this homesickness that I have..

Uncertainties, I have to really deal with them for the rest of my life. But I must just go with the flowww. 

If Allah wants you there, He'll let you go there. No woes. 

Dear self, all the best for everything. Allahummaftah'alaina hikmatakawanshur'alaina minkhoza inirahmatika ya arhamarrahimin. Bismillahitawakkaltu'alallah.

*berterabur English saya, maafkanlah*

Comments

Unknown said…
Goodluck Amalina!
Anonymous said…
wow, Izzah komen post sy lah. baru je tengok balik ni. thank you Jah! :3 doa kita dpt tauuuu.