Lonely....not!

When they told me the stories from their respective colleges & universities, I felt somewhat isolated. Not physically of course, but the gap was felt, it was there, literally.

Recently, I came to realise that I am not 'that' warm and open to share my life with new people or should I say, strangers? Seeing the pictures that they posted on the net made me cringed inside.

"Am I really putting a great effort in adapting there?"

They found their cliques, I found none.

I have been disappointed by people who (kind of) left me for another person and yes, those were the days of me being so naive and a fool. I've been holding on to this quote for quite some time,

"Love him (or her), he'll (or she'll) break your heart, love Him and this dunya can't tear you apart."

I am comfortable being alone. Don't bother offering me your company cause I hate to put my trust in people that might someday break my heart (and I myself don't know how to take care of people's hearts, mind you).

The only crowd that I can trust 100% is my family. I am sorry, but this is me.

(And I am not sure whether I like this me or not.)