Little Things
Bismillah.
I suppose that not going back for 4-day break is quite an accomplishment for me knowing the fact that I am the type of person who will usually grab the opportunity to lazy around at home whenever possible. Now that the commitments are piling up, there's no way that I can find time to put things off ever again (HA HA YOU WISH!).
A good thing about spending your holiday at the college is you will insyaAllah (by hook or by crook) find ways to finish your assignments and revisions. It's just because college has less of distractions if compared to the everyday life at home, right? Not to forget, the bi'ah that we have here at Kolej MARA Seremban as well the people who exist around us, acting as the 'mobile motivating tools' - am indeed grateful for that, alhamdulillah!
It's quite surprising that I feel less homesick nowadays. Is it because I'm getting used to being away from home or is it the mind-over-matter thingy that we usually experience once we get too engrossed doing something else instead of focusing on some petty issues?
Maybe it's just a combo effect of both.
That indicates an increased level of maturity, don't you think? (HA HA YOU WISH..AGAIN!)
But beware of the saying; "With great power comes great responsibility". You never know what kind of tests Allah has prepared for you now that you're matured enough to face life (kononnya).
Oh, another sign of 'aging' that I have always suffered is I find pleasure in chit-chatting with people who're older than I am.
1) I spent nearly an hour talking to ibu (but I did the listening part most of the time hehe) yesterday about the boys - especially Hasif's unique way of showing his ever-too-early wisdom - and everything else that happened at home. I just laughed and laughed listening to the stories ibu narrated to me. Oh my how I miss rumah so much.. (tak sedih pun, rindu je)
2) Teacher took me out for a short getaway to Seremban 2 the other day yeay! This lady always has her way to keep myself feeling motivated. I already told you that I started thinking of pursuing studies in the UK because of this lady and yes, thank God that she's still here to reassure that I can do this - to survive A-Level, as well as to live there soon, insyaAllah. There's this one thing that she urged me to do; to keep on having faith in His divine power above everything else. BIIZNILLAH!
Alhamdulillah that He brought me wonderful wonderful people as the support system in easing my life, to force me into believing that I can do this despite the failure that I have faced so far.
Alhamdulillah that I'm still able to live, listening to the pitter patter of the morning wash of Earth, inhaling the soothing smell of the rain and my heart is still beating - hopefully will always be for Him.
Allahumma ameen.
I suppose that not going back for 4-day break is quite an accomplishment for me knowing the fact that I am the type of person who will usually grab the opportunity to lazy around at home whenever possible. Now that the commitments are piling up, there's no way that I can find time to put things off ever again (HA HA YOU WISH!).
A good thing about spending your holiday at the college is you will insyaAllah (by hook or by crook) find ways to finish your assignments and revisions. It's just because college has less of distractions if compared to the everyday life at home, right? Not to forget, the bi'ah that we have here at Kolej MARA Seremban as well the people who exist around us, acting as the 'mobile motivating tools' - am indeed grateful for that, alhamdulillah!
It's quite surprising that I feel less homesick nowadays. Is it because I'm getting used to being away from home or is it the mind-over-matter thingy that we usually experience once we get too engrossed doing something else instead of focusing on some petty issues?
Maybe it's just a combo effect of both.
That indicates an increased level of maturity, don't you think? (HA HA YOU WISH..AGAIN!)
But beware of the saying; "With great power comes great responsibility". You never know what kind of tests Allah has prepared for you now that you're matured enough to face life (kononnya).
Oh, another sign of 'aging' that I have always suffered is I find pleasure in chit-chatting with people who're older than I am.
1) I spent nearly an hour talking to ibu (but I did the listening part most of the time hehe) yesterday about the boys - especially Hasif's unique way of showing his ever-too-early wisdom - and everything else that happened at home. I just laughed and laughed listening to the stories ibu narrated to me. Oh my how I miss rumah so much.. (tak sedih pun, rindu je)
2) Teacher took me out for a short getaway to Seremban 2 the other day yeay! This lady always has her way to keep myself feeling motivated. I already told you that I started thinking of pursuing studies in the UK because of this lady and yes, thank God that she's still here to reassure that I can do this - to survive A-Level, as well as to live there soon, insyaAllah. There's this one thing that she urged me to do; to keep on having faith in His divine power above everything else. BIIZNILLAH!
Alhamdulillah that He brought me wonderful wonderful people as the support system in easing my life, to force me into believing that I can do this despite the failure that I have faced so far.
Alhamdulillah that I'm still able to live, listening to the pitter patter of the morning wash of Earth, inhaling the soothing smell of the rain and my heart is still beating - hopefully will always be for Him.
Allahumma ameen.
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