Autumn(s)

Whitworth Park, October 2016

University of Manchester - Simon Building, October 2016

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

(I don't know why it is so hard for me to be committed to write on this blog. It's either because I'm a big bad procrastinator or simply lazy to write. Or I might be on a writer's block. Yeah, maybe that too.)

When it is time to start uni, the most anticipated thing is the joy of seeing those yellow and orange leaves literally every where. Though the temperature will start dropping rapidly, the view is just nice that you can still spend your afternoon sitting at the park doing nothing. Just to make friends with these dying trees. Like how my dear friend described on her Instagram, they are undergoing a "beautiful death" (Mohd Fadzli, 2016).

The coldness is sometimes unbearable that you wouldn't want to come out of the duvet. It'll be your best friend during autumn and winter every year. Seriously.

That's the (petty) struggle that I have to face every single morning - and night. The nafsu urged for me to keep on sleeping but I know I had to fight these whispers and get on with life.

I am slowly becoming English in this sense. Whining about how the weather affects my mood so much. I know I shouldn't be doing this anyway. I've got to put up with the weather and early night time because that's just how the world works. I won't do any good by complaining how I always feel 'gloomy' during days which have no sun, ain't I?

Instead of dwelling in this self-made 'dungeon', I should find ways to keep myself busy instead.

*Gaya macam tak busy je sebenarnya cis!*

Go out to park, run some errands, try out new recipes, visit friends, do the assignments, read the set weekly articles, get started with the essay...

Time is money. Human beings are the one who are at lost when they don't use their time well, filling it with beneficial deeds.

Semoga awak makin pandai memanfaatkan masa dan moga selalu dapat keberkatan masa tu, amin..