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Musim bunga

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Picnic with Deramore 5.0 girls at Alexandra Park, 21 April 2018 Sebab tak lama lagi nak habis belajar kat sini dah untuk ijazah sarjana muda.  Sebab nanti mesti rindu Manchester. Sebab nanti mesti rindu musim bunga lagi. Sebab nanti tak tahu bila akan kembali. Sebab nak mengenang akan kegembiraan masa lalu juga nanti?

I used to write poems, though they didn’t turn out good

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Contemplation

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Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Oh well, as always. I am not your frequent visitor anymore ey? If you're a person, you must be mad at me for not saying hi for so long kan? Disappeared for months and suddenly emerge out of the blue to confide in you. So, I am sorry for not updating. But truthfully, I miss you; I miss pouring my heart out here. Because you're a mere blank white page which doesn't judge me at all. You're a loyal listener and definitely a faithful friend of mine. Sooo, to make up for my long hiatus, this particular entry is gonna be a whimsical one because I just want to update, update and update. And maybe write some thoughts about life, in general. - Final year at university has been quite errmm how do I say ehh..not so hectic - but it's just me not balancing my time well and keep on doing work at the very last minute meh... But alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal, winter exam just ended last Monday - for me. We're starting our FINAL SEMESTER next ...

A piece of mind on a piece of paper

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14 September 2015 12 June 2016 The 9-month stay in Manchester is woven with so many bittersweet memories. I still remember how I was so excited being in this country for the first time. The English homes that we passed by along the the highway from Manchester Airport to Rusholme seemed very beautiful and fascinating. The autumn breeze had also made me shivered LOL. Now that I'm accustomed to British weather, 23 degree celcius made me sweat when I wore slightly thicker clothing. Summer + autumn day in Manchester Getting excited about spring during first year (May 2016) Unforgettable road trip with Deramore 4.0 during easter break (March - April 2017) The place I'll forever miss. Kaabah & me. Masjidil Haram, Makkatul Mukarramah (April 2017) Despite the unpredictable weather here, I really enjoy the change of seasons. It's an experience full of wonders seeing how yellow orangeish Whitworth Park changed to leafless white and later to cherry blosso...

Allahu Ya Hafiz

Bismillahirahmanirrahim. I just watched a documentary about a meteorite hitting our atmosphere near a small town in Russia. It happened 4 years ago - February 2013 (before starting A-levels at KMS woots). It didn't land anywhere on Earth though. It exploded and nearly entered our planet but truly Allah saved - always saves - us, the Earth inhabitants. That humongous rock managed to leave us some 'souvenirs' including a 5-foot long rock that weighs 1,000 pound after causing some severe damages to buildings in 5-6 districts affected, near to where it was spotted. The documentary on Nat Geo then showed a discovery by NASA of SOOOOO MANY giant deadly asteroids that are currently surrounding our planet, lurking outside the atmosphere, waiting to strike us perhaps - or probably watching over us rather than imposing any danger, no? Only Allah knows how the impact of that mere 'letusan udara' caused by that single meteorite can kill thousands of lives without waiting for an...

That boy who came after me

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...before the other two came along :p

13:28

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Utusan daripada seorang kakak, sepertinya tahu bahawa si adik sedang perlukan ayat-ayat cinta Angin itu membawa khabar bahawa dia sedang dalam sedih. Luluh hati siang dan malam, tak mahu bercerita. Biarlah dipendam terus dalam dasar yang paling dalam. Biar tak terkenang lagi luka yang lama. Namun angin itu sepertinya tahu bahawa seperti ada yang tidak kena. Tapi ada sahaja yang dapat membaca. Dan dia sedar yang setiap kesusahan yang ditimpakan bertitik pada sesuatu yang dirinya memang tidak betah untuk terima. Lalu kesedihan bertimpa-timpa, merasakan titik kelemahannya itu memang disandarkan pada sesuatu yang lemah. Mengharapkan bahagia berada dalam ingatan manusia. Mengharapkan kehangatan dalam dingin yang sebenarnya. Mengharapkan nafas hidup daripada yang nanti akan mati juga. Padahal dia tahu, hatinya tidak wajar dibiar terpasak pada yang tidak sempurna. Padahal dia tahu, saudara yang di tanah sana lebih gagah menempuh ranjau dunia. Padahal dia tahu, kesedihan pic...