Her Waffle

Tahun ni, sejak involved dengan koperasi sekolah, hidup jadi terisi la jugak. Not that boring same old life all over again, at least. Somehow semua experience tu dah dapat alter otak dengan hati ni untuk fall in love dengan zaman sekolah. Walaupun hari pertama 2012 tu dah sampai berani buat 'vow', I'm not gonna miss school langsung once dah keluar. Haha, semua assumption tu salah. They were all made out of anger, huh? Sebab tu la sounds so desperate. Haha. So sekarang ni, life is filled with activities. Sampai dah rasa okay, I am tired doing this and that, rasa nak excuse myself from all these happenings. See? Banyak jugak la kerja yang somehow boleh buat rasa nak give up, nangis laju-laju. Hello, been there done that. I dare say that 2012 is one teary year for me. Kalau tak menangis sebulan, memang tak sah. Stressed out? Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. Tapi, hmm kalau nak tarik diri from those fun activities, rasa tak sedap pulak. I've made a vow to be a pengawas kope...

When you let your heart and the brain go into battle, that would be the most violent battle ever. As these two elements are not in the same path, anything could go perfectly wrong. What you can do is just wait and let them go with the flow. It would be useless if you try to stop the fight, you could go crazy, no? And you have always asked for the best things in life. While the things that you receive seem 'not the best' to you, at the end of the day, everything would all make sense. The tumbling down scenes, the ecstatic feeling you feel when you are on top of the world and all. Everything will finally make sense. You just have to make yourself busy with things that you should prioritize first from now on. Like; Allah> studies> family> school> future> life> your heart..... (though it has been crushed to pieces). *sigh That feeling can wait. That entity is not meant for you, believe me. Your worlds are different. So much different. Live your life li...