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Alhamdulillah. Apa yang saya nak sudah tercapai dan hanya Allah yang tahu perasaan saya currently.  A mixture of disbelief, joy, shock, happiness, grateful etc.  I could never describe this feeling really.  Lepas ni macam-macam yang saya kena tempuh sendiri dan saya tak pasti sama ada saya akan kuat untuk terima semua dugaan yang mendatang. Dan peristiwa semalam, peribahasa yang amat sesuai dengan semalam ialah, Ku sangkakan panas hingga ke petang tetapi hujan di tengah hari. Ya, saya tahu orang risau tentang saya yang punya impian tinggi segunung, yang bukan mudah untuk tercapai tapi istilah 'impossible' itu tak patut diletak sekali. Segalanya mungkin selagi hayat dikandung badan, selagi Allah mengizinkan.  Hanya Allah yang tahu betapa gembiranya bila dapat tahu keputusan itu. Rasa tidak percaya itu ada, tetapi air mata yang hanya mampu mengalir menemani diri yang rasa sungguh tak layak nak dapat yang itu. Tapi, Allah sudah kata "Kun fa

Draft_17th March

Start_1933_17032013 Bismillah. Only Allah knows how nervous I am lately. Only He, who knows how difficult it is for me to sleep at night these days. This is all happening because of the announcement that the Ministry of Education made last Friday regarding the SPM 2012 result which will be out this Thurday, 21 st March 2013. Phew *mengelap peluh* I wasn’t 100%  prepared for the SPM which I had taken November last year. Truth to be told, I only made the revisions for each subjects exactly 3 to 4 days before the day of the exam. Some of the subjects yang aku dah macam konon ‘confident’ with myself tu, mungkin boleh kata 2-3 days before the exam itself kot. Wallahu’alam. Allah sahaja yang tahu betapa degilnya aku yang sungguh berat tulang untuk belajar elok-elok untuk satu peperiksaan besar yang boleh dikatakan penentu masa depan aku kelak. This is surely not a ‘I’m-proud-of-myself-for-having-the-guts-to-do-a-suicidal-attempt-of-flunking-my-own-papers’ confession or anyth

Draft_ 5th March

Start_5/3/13_1819 Bismillahirahmanirrahim. It has been quite a long time since I posted any news or stories (or should I say ramblings) here ey?  Ever since the last post, so many things have been going on in my life. I am officially jobless since last Friday because Bella and I decided to take a loooong break before entering the university soon insyaAllah. If there won’t be any difficulties/hindrances whatnot (God forbids!), we will be living a new life when June arrives. Talking about time huh? You’re not a girl anymore and not yet a lady. So you are a GIRDY ey? Sheesh! 18 is a big number. A big thing going on in this Amalina’s life because she has never thought  of  reaching this number before. Never thought of ending her SPM with a grin on her face, never thought of  having a driving license, never even thought of working as a ‘maid’ in a kindergarten. And now, I am jobless again. Thought of occupying my time with reading, doing the chores and stuffs. And you k